The reassessment of life continues to build building blocks
toward the future. This continuous progression allows the mind to every so
often formulate what we deem appropriate and worthwhile for our lives. The
constant battle between knowing, wanting to know, and planning for the unknown
is perpetual. Ultimately, we all know we are not in total control of our lives
but we do have somewhat of a say so in the direction we choose. Life comes at
you fast and sometimes faster than what we have time to react to but most of the
time we do have time. We just misappropriate that time causing a cataclysmic divide
of time and time well spent.
I want to revisit the thinking of who you and I are. Who are
you? Who am I? What is life? What the entire fuck? Wrapping our finite brains
around this complexity is no small task and without a firm foundation those
loose adjustments can land us practically anywhere. The key is God. No, not
another one of those 3 hour sermons ignited by an ancient traditional black Baptist
hymn and a 25 people choir led by the older lady with the gray hair and the BIG
angelic sized voice. No, just our homie – God. The one who has held us down too
many times to count, the one who has saved us too many times to attempt to
remember, the one who has kept us going day in and day out. Our individual, personal,
intimate relationship with the man upstairs.
We should take a leap. Life here on earth is a temporary
assignment. Plan to the best of our abilities but shoot for the stars and do
what makes us happy because that happiness comes from above! That happiness is
real and originates from love. Love of something. I believe this is a direct
correlation and by no means do I believe this to be coincidental. So I’ve
decided to plan for my attack to be liberated. (Levitate, levitate, levitate!) In
my 25 years of existence, I’ve learned enough in my life to know that a planned
attack is more productive than an impulsive Tourette’s like movement. Just
because I’ve learned something “new and ground breaking” doesn’t mean I should
react on them simultaneously.
I’ve also learned that spin doctors are real. Overnight, a
close shut case can easily turn into a case of plenty elements and variables. I’ve
learned that different interpretations breed different opinions which breed
different stories. Just look at the news, it’s evident. I mentioned this
because many people justify their ill actions based on their current situation.
Unfortunately, the truth is because your mom doesn’t have healthcare and she
needs immediate medical treatment and no one can help does not justify you
robbing a bank. Or just because you are having a hard time with paying your
bills does not mean you should devalue yourself and become an escort. Again,
you cannot justify your ill actions based on your current situation, life does
not work like that. So, I plan to be honest and deliberate with my actions and
today marks the first real day of my plan of attack. I hope this inspires
someone somewhere to believe in God who believes in us to make our dreams a
reality and we do not suffer from oneirophobia (look it up J). This is my attempt
at a formal/informal explanation to why I am about to gtf out of my current
career path and find the path to more fulfilling success. Jump.
